Monday, August 31, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
Zen Master Seung Sahn's 1st meeting with his teacher
A Meeting of Clear Minds at Huntington Zen Center
"Mother," he said. "I'm going camping."
With that, Becker grabbed his backpack, ran to the highway and stuck out his thumb. Destination: the Zen Mountain Monastery, high in the Catskill Mountains.
Becker, a 25-year-old Costa Mesa resident, laughs at the memory. Inspired by David Carradine's character in the 1970s TV series "Kung Fu" and impassioned with the martial arts, he and a buddy made frequent, secret pilgrimages to the Buddhist monastery over four years.
Today, Becker continues to practice Zen, though no longer on the sly. He is part of a growing number of young adults who frequent the Huntington Beach Zen Center, in the heart of a suburban housing tract. The center--open to all ages--doubles as the home of Paul Lynch, a 38-year-old manufacturing engineer who leads group meditation in his spare time.
Lynch opened the center two years ago, hoping it would become a resident base for serious students of Zen. Paris-born Carlos Montana, 29, who is training to be a Zen monk, moved in last April. Robert Fittro, 28, of Anaheim, is moving in today. Becker is considering the same.
The Buddhist school of Zen dates to about 600 BC. Through rigorous meditation, a student strives to empty his mind of thought, allowing him to see himself as he truly is. Only then, devotees say, can one approach the ultimate goal of spiritual enlightenment.
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Of course, people have their own take on the subject.
"Zen is very boring," Lynch says, only half-joking. "Our main practice is just sitting on a cushion and not saying anything."
Says Becker: "Zen is not about gaining anything--it's about losing. Losing your opinions, your ego. There's a constant humbling process. You gain a bit of wisdom, then let it go."
Says Montana: "In Zen, they say if you open your mouth, you are wrong already."
Says Fittro: "It's, well. . . . Oh, hell. I don't know. It's Zen!"
Fittro, a psychology major at Cal State Fullerton, said he began practicing Zen on his own 18 months ago in hopes of gaining a better understanding of himself. Earlier attempts at self-awareness, he said, were lost in a party-hardy lifestyle, one that centered around everything from pot to LSD.
Now drug-free, Fittro says, he plans to become a clinical psychologist, a role he believes will benefit from his practice of Zen.
"Psychology is about understanding other people," he says. "Zen is what I do to understand me."
Montana can relate. Until recently, his life was a dizzying--and ultimately depressing--walk on the wild side, one in which pleasure was the ultimate goal. Among his circle of friends, he says, unprotected sex with casual acquaintances was commonplace, HIV be damned. Montana wasn't quite so cavalier, but he wanted out just the same.
He says he walked out of his Santa Ana apartment one day with the intention of getting lost. He spent three nights on the streets, sleeping on benches, listening to gunfire, watching people selling drugs or themselves. The surreal became real, the suffering overwhelming. Montana woke up on the fourth day with a mantra ringing in his brain:
No more .
He moved into the Zen center a week later, giving away the bulk of his possessions--clothes, books, CDs. As a trainee, Montana accepted a long list of vows, including abstinence from sex. He no longer spends hours preening in front of the mirror, but shaves his head and dons a simple gray robe.
He rises at 4:45 a.m. to perform his morning ritual of 108 bows. His vegetarian diet is heavy on tofu. And when he goes out, it's usually to walk Barney, the Zen center dog.
Montana earns his keep by keeping the Zen center tidy, sweeping the floor of the dharma room, where formal meditation takes place, making sure the purple floor cushions are in place when visitors arrive. He wears a string of yom ju, or meditation beads, around his wrist, twisting it gently as he talks about his lifelong search for peace.
His parents divorced when he was 5. His twin brother committed suicide at 18. Montana has spent much of his life asking why ?
Zen, he says, helps him better explore what's inside. The discoveries aren't always pleasant.
"Sometimes," Montana says, "I'm doing my meditation, and I feel like screaming. But those are just thoughts. You look at them, and, after awhile, they go away."
It is a key aspect of Zen, devotees say. The mind is cleared . . . thoughts appear . . . thoughts are let go. "A return to white paper," one informational pamphlet puts it. It is the state for which Zen students strive.
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Becker became mesmerized by the process more than a dozen years ago and today is all the more intrigued. After a devoutly Catholic upbringing, he no longer fears the wrath of God while meditating, he says.
He chuckles at the memory of himself, as an altar boy, practicing Zen meditation during Sunday Mass. Those "camping" trips he took? It wasn't all a lie. Any time the monastery had an overfill of visitors, Becker rolled out his sleeping bag and snoozed under the stars.
And, as it turned out, Becker wasn't the only member of his family to develop a yen for Zen.
"My mom got into it about a year ago," he says with a laugh.
It's one thought he won't soon let go.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
UCLA Scholar to Head New Korean Buddhist Research Institute
Buswell will hold a dual faculty position at UCLA and Dongguk University for the next year.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Bodhidharma and Japan's Upcoming Election
Japan: Political Lucky Charms for Upcoming Election
Candidates for Japan’s upcoming general election are using a bit of supernatural help to win. Lucky Buddhist dolls or “daruma” are popular among politicians. These dolls are modeled after the founder of Zen Buddhism, Bodhidharma.[Seiishi Hirose, Buddhist Monk, Daruma Temple]:"Using a daruma is in part to gather the cooperation of a lot of people, so candidates will put it in their political office in order to win. Everyone then makes dedications to the daruma and makes some sort of goal such as 'Let's win!'" Daruma dolls are made in a small factory in the outskirts of Tokyo. They were introduced as part of the electoral campaign traditions in the 1930s. The dolls represented a saint that could roll back upright even if pushed down repeatedly. It symbolized the road to success despite repeated failures. [Junichi Nakada, Daimonya Owner]:"Candidates up for election put in one eye on one side, and then if they win, put in the other side. This has becomes a kind of traditional thing to do in relatively recent history." Demand for these dolls has increased due to the upcoming general election.When these dolls are no longer in use, they are laid to rest at Daruma temple. Once or twice a year, most are blessed before being burned. But a few of the more popular dolls are kept in a museum, such as those that belonged to former prime ministers.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Precepts
1. I vow to abstain from taking life.
2. I vow to abstain from taking things not given.
3. I vow to abstain from misconduct done in lust.
4. I vow to abstain from lying.
5. I vow to abstain from intoxicants, taken to induce heedlessness.
6. I vow not to talk about the faults of the assembly.
7. I vow not to praise myself and disparage others.
8. I vow not to be covetous and to be generous.
9. I vow not to give way to anger and to be harmonious.
10. I vow not to slander the three jewels. (Buddha, Sangha, and Dharma)
11. I vow homage to the Buddha.
12. I vow homage to the Dharma.
13. I vow homage to the Sangha.
14. I vow generosity to people.
15. I vow compassionate speech and compassionate action toward people.
16. I vow together action with people and to become one and to attain the Buddha way.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Woodstock
I returned to the United States in October of 1969, after living in Europe for three years, and only then did my young mind become aware of the happenings of America since 1965. It was a culture shock in the grandest scale, in England the hot news was the United Kingdom’s war with Aden; Vietnam was dealt with in a rather liaise-fair manner and the extent of the controversy was downplayed by the British Media. Consequently, I was thrust into the Seventies with the death of Jim Morrison, Jimi Hendricks and Janis Joplin.
Now, back to Woodstock which is the point of this post. Many years later I would come to respect Joni Mitchell for her writing genius and for penning the song Woodstock which has so much captured the event in the hearts of the Western World. I own a complete collection of Joni Mitchell Lyrics and have always viewed popular music as the poetry of our modern era.
Several years after beginning Zen Practice I heard a song on the radio by Joni Mitchell, which was entitled “Moon at the Window.” When I heard this song I immediately knew she had read the poem by the Japanese Monk Ryokan. I offer the explanation of a poem I so love by this beloved monk.
A story is told that, one day when Ryokan returned to his hut he discovered a theif who had broken in and was in the process of stealing the impoverished monk's few possessions. In the thief's haste to leave, he left behind a cushion. Ryokan grabbed the cushion and ran after the thief to give it to him. This event prompted Ryokan to compose one of his best known haikus:
The thief left it behind:
the moon
at the window.
This teaching has come true in my life and many of my friend’s lives. Even though, no one can steal our eternal essence, and no one can take from us our true nature; we have been violated by the thieves of life and of love and of happiness.
Here are Joni’s lyrics to “Moon at the Window”
It takes cheerful resignation
heart and humility
that's all it takes
a cheerful person told me
nobody's harder on me than me
how could they be
and, nobody's harder on you than you
Betsy's blue
she says-Tell me something good!
you know I'd help her out if I only could
oh, but sometimes the light
can be so hard to find
at least the moon at the window--
the thieves left that behind
people don't know how to love
they taste it and toss it
turn it off and on
like a bathtub faucet
oh sometimes the light
can be so hard to find--
at least the moon at the window--
the thieves left that behind
I wish her heart
I know these battles
deep in the dark
when the spooks of memories rattle
ghosts of the future
phantoms of the past
rattle, rattle, rattle
in the spoon and the glass
is it possible to learn
how to care and yet not care--
since love has two faces
hope and despair
and pleasure always turns to fear
I find--
at least the moon at the window--
the thieves left that behind
at least they left the moon
behind the blind
moon at the window
This is a chilling expose of humanness and frailty. I wonder how many sensed this when listening to the song in the early eighties. But now I transgress and want to return to the phenomenal “Woodstock” written immediately after the concert that Joni Mitchell wasn’t allowed to attend because her managers had booked her for the tonight show on the Monday following the concert. Perhaps we wouldn’t have gotten such a memorable capture of the event had she been allowed to perform.
I came upon a child of god
He was walking along the road
And I asked him, where are you going
And this he told me
I’m going on down to Yasgurs farm
I’m going to join in a rock n roll band
I’m going to camp out on the land
I’m going to try and get my soul free
We are stardust
We are golden
And we’ve got to get ourselves
Back to the garden
Then can I walk beside you
I have come here to lose the smog
And I feel to be a cog in something turning
Well maybe it is just the time of year
Or maybe it’s the time of man
I don’t know who l am
But you know life is for learning
We are stardust
We are golden
And we’ve got to get ourselves
Back to the garden
By the time we got to Woodstock
We were half a million strong
And everywhere there was song and celebration
And I dreamed I saw the bombers
Riding shotgun in the sky
And they were turning into butterflies
Above our nation
We are stardust
Billion year old carbon
We are golden
Caught in the devils bargain
And we’ve got to get ourselves
Back to the garden
This is the epic poem of a generation. We are stardust. Yes we are truly the stardust of millennia and she captured it before Carl Sagan’s “Cosmos” so popularized this notion. We are containers of the Dinosaurs, and the cosmic soup that boar all life on this planet. Yet Joni wants us to really understand the point of our lives. We have got to get ourselves back to the garden.
The garden is the analogy for our true selves. It is where we can function outside of thought and control. This is our enlightened nature. This is annutara samyak sambodhi. Can someone else steal this affect of mind? No! There are no theives, there is no enlightened nature! There is nothing but this moment, which flows into the cosmos with perfect naturallness and sunyata. It is this which defines us as human, and this which is the spirit of sixty nine.
I was too young to attend Woodstock, plus I was out of the country. But the after affects of its influence on my will never be shaken or tarnished. May we all celebrate the opening of a generation that happened forty years ago.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Zen Liturgy
[Hapchang; bow at end]
Sentient beings are numberless;
We vow to save them all.
Delusions are endless;
We vow to cut through them all.
The teachings are infinite;
We vow to learn them all.
The Buddha way is inconceivable;
We vow to attain it.
Sentient beings of my own self nature;
I vow to save them all.
Delusions of my own self nature;
I vow to cut through them all.
The teachings in my own self nature;
I vow to learn them all.
The Buddha way of my own self nature;
I vow to attain it.
Homage to the Buddhas who abide
eternally in the ten directions.
Homage to the Dharmas that abide
eternally in the ten directions.
Homage to the Sanghas that abide
eternally in the ten directions.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Boundless Way Zen Project
I was honored by these Teachers respect of position, as I hope I respected all who were there to share, to learn and to grow. It had been a few years since I had the opportunity to just be a participant, to immerse myself in practice and not having to deal with logistics, or form, or any number of issues that come up before, during and after an event like this.
It is said that the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree, and the fruit of this sangha is sweetened by its very deep and vast network of roots. I bow in humble reverence to their wisdom, grace and love. Dae Ja, Dae Bi, Dae Bosal Do (Great Love, Great Compassion, the Great Bodhisattva Way.)
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